EQUANIMITY is incompatible with an I-concept.
An I-concept reacts as "volition,"
Equanimity acts but does not re-act.
Equanimity---"mind that is equal"---is NEITHER positive NOR negative.
Reacting is re-action between positivity and negativity, between Yes and No.
If you reveal equanimity "you" cannot "have" it; you must be it.
Then Yes and No have no meaning.
---Wei Wu Wei